Fury Doctor

I was a victim of serious vicious assaults. How do I keep my spirituality in a life sentence of pain?

I don’t want anyone to feel sorry for me. I’m a white male. Twice a complete racist stranger snuck up behind me and broke my jaw eleven years apart for no reason and no one paid for the crimes, adding to the fury I feel. After numerous surgeries where the doctors only added to the problem, I am left virtually useless in the working world unable speak or even breathe properly. My jaw feels like it’s in a vice and most of the facial and neck muscles in the left side of my face are useless. I served my country for three years in the military. No medications deal with the nerve damage and I am struggling to keep my spirituality and my sanity. I keep busy as often as I can, but all I feel is anger and resentment for those responsible. I have no respite for the pain and I can’t find a way to find my spiritual self.

I can relate to living in pain 24/7 because I do also and I hate that anyone has to live with pain all the time. My pain comes from a head on car collision in which I broke my back, sternum, leg, foot, ankle and hand. I was a passenger in the car and it is very ironic that 2 priests were in the car that hit us.`I have been angry, resentful, mad at God and the world for many years, but I have finally begun to find faith and it has helped me tremendously.I had to finally go on long term disability last June. Everything, even the unfair things, happen in our lives for a reason and for us to learn something from. I know that is hard to digest, but as I said it has taken me years to come to this realization.I was in the Air Force when this happened and was medically honorably discharged due to the extent of my injuries. Thank you for serving our country, I’m sure it meant as much to you as it did to me. My wife is also disabled due to failed back surgery and other issues so I am blessed to have her in my life. I thought I would be alone forever, but I truly believe that divine intervention brought us together. I have found that my faith in God has given me the strength and courage to keep living and to try to help others with what happened to me. Hang in there and search for your inner peace through God, or your Higher Power or whatever you may want to call it/Him. The people who did this to you will pay for it one day if they haven’t already in their lives.You have been through many hard times and I pray that you will find peace, faith and purpose in your life. Never give up, life is worth living and we never know what miracles the future may bring. God Bless You, man. I will keep you in my prayers.

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